Sadness

I realise that the past few months

i've become someone else

i'm not the same person i used to be

Emotions are constantly raging

every single small thing will tick me off..

Sadness is appearing everywhere

with Hatred by the side

Loneliness accompanies me everytime

Jealousy is building up in me

I feel Disappointment in many aspects in my life

i realise i'm becoming crazy and paranoid

in short i'm an Emotional Wreck right now

I'm putting on a mask to cover up my feelings

where i know that i'm broken inside

from nearly every single aspect of life

Sometimes i wonder

why do i live?

It seems there is no reason for it

It seems like everything is lost

and can't be gained back again

-outz-