It ends

Candice i'm sorry i made it hard for you

I guess all my efforts so far has turn to waste

as you have already made up your mind

and would not want to talk to me again

eventhough you read my post and letter

you still felt it was childish and immatured

but the truth is..

I wrote the previous post on my blog

as it was the feelings in my heart

as i was scared the letter would not reach your hands

and it wasn't to get sympathy and attention from others

I guess i was desperate for you back here

and if it did struck your mind as Childish and Immatured

i'm sorry i did so

Since you wont let me in anymore

i would just want to request one last thing

can you please put the effort to just be as close

as we were before we even were together?

as we were so close when we weren't even in a relationship

I have already lost you as a Girlfriend

i wouldn't want to lose you as a friend too

and all i can say now is

I hope you find the happyness and freedom you wanted

and i'll always be here for you

and promise me one thing

please take care of yourself...

dont die before i do

love

Samuel