I hope you're reading this

Dear Candice

disaster has officially came

our relationship has ended

i would really want to turn back time

and undo all the wrong things i've done

as i love you so much

and i still cant let go of you

all i can say is that i love you very much

and i wish that i would have a change to make things right with you

I've tried talking but i guess

you just didn't let my words go through

i've been a paranoid and controlsive freak

after some events

I've never been like that at the start...

i've caused you so much trouble

and i've made it hard for you

i'm really sorry for all the things i've put you through

and the worse part is...

i didn't appreciate the effort you were putting towards me lately..

I just want to say a few things..

1st and foremost...

I have loved you every single day i was with you

No matter how hard times were..i've always loved you

You're the only one i've loved the most and someone i can't forget..

you're also the most beautiful girl

i've ever met and i'm not lying about it

No matter how you see things,

i've always thought you're the most beautiful girl I've met

Your character is unique and thats what i loved about you

but somehow i changed lately and i couldn't see the reason

i fell in love with you in the 1st place

You've always been there for me

eventhough sometimes i just can't see it

you're always there caring and waiting for me

you're the one i depend on..

Eventhough i thought i was protecting you from danger

(being controlsive)

the only thing i was doing was pushing you away from me

i deeply regret this

Candice I love you so much and i will change back to my old self

if you give me a chance.

One Chance is all i'm asking of you

I will give away anything to just have to chance to be with you again

but i guess its too late

and i can't turn back the hands of time

There are so many memories of you

that i can't forget

such as our:

1st date

our first funny photo
our first couple tee

our first trip
the wine we had when i asked you to be my girlfriend
Nuffnang's music bash

Nuffnangs Angels and Devils
Nuffnangs Stand out

last but not least
i've written a song for you in this event
i've promised you a song before but i just didn't write it..
so here it is..
its titled "without you"

Verse:

Life is getting lonely without you

since you left me here i'm feeling like a fool

no hope or love to cling on

its hard for me to go on

all the memories that we shared will fade away

Chorus:

Without you

its very hard to live

without you

my heart is torned to bits

without you

the pain is building deep inside of me

Without you..without you..

my life is not complete

I just want to ask..do you still love me?

A relationship is all about love. If you love me the way I do to you
You can stop this from ending.

Thats all i've gotta say..
and i'll be right here waiting for you

I love you Candice and I hope that love will be returned

Lots of love..
Sam..